Feeling empty.
Krizzie here.
I can't let my babies blog for now...I mean, I want to type this myself since they have nothing to do with it. They cheer me up - but I do not know why I feel so sad for the past few days.
Because of the rain? I dunno.
Anyways, most of the time I leave Seanne, Irawan and Catherine grinding by themselves. I just look at them from time to time and resume my work.
It feels a lot different when I grinded my three first borns, Raven, Christianne and Matthieu, without a Combat Manual, all by myself. And finishing quests in between. And spoiling them with the best equipments and weapons that I could afford.
But now, I leave Cath, Irawan and Seanne by themselves, with a combat manual. Although I still do spoil them with Elites & ++ weapons, still, it feels a lot different now.
I don't know.
The past few days, I have been down; I feel empty. I don't know why. I know that whatever I am feeling now isn't connected to Granado Espada, and in ways, GE helps me alleviate whatever I am thinking now.
I must be paranoid.
Most of the time I stare at blank spaces. My days are comprised of me being home alone, and my GE. Heck, I live in my room already. The sunlight rarely touches my skin, I barely even touch the gates of our home.
Why do I feel this way?
This question I cannot even answer myself.
I must be off.
http://ravehelluvahgurl.multiply.com
I can't let my babies blog for now...I mean, I want to type this myself since they have nothing to do with it. They cheer me up - but I do not know why I feel so sad for the past few days.
Because of the rain? I dunno.
Anyways, most of the time I leave Seanne, Irawan and Catherine grinding by themselves. I just look at them from time to time and resume my work.
It feels a lot different when I grinded my three first borns, Raven, Christianne and Matthieu, without a Combat Manual, all by myself. And finishing quests in between. And spoiling them with the best equipments and weapons that I could afford.
But now, I leave Cath, Irawan and Seanne by themselves, with a combat manual. Although I still do spoil them with Elites & ++ weapons, still, it feels a lot different now.
I don't know.
The past few days, I have been down; I feel empty. I don't know why. I know that whatever I am feeling now isn't connected to Granado Espada, and in ways, GE helps me alleviate whatever I am thinking now.
I must be paranoid.
Most of the time I stare at blank spaces. My days are comprised of me being home alone, and my GE. Heck, I live in my room already. The sunlight rarely touches my skin, I barely even touch the gates of our home.
Why do I feel this way?
This question I cannot even answer myself.
I must be off.
http://ravehelluvahgurl.multiply.com
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